The show this coming Monday at the State Fair in Indy will be really odd for me, our two youngest girls and our grand daughter will be there with us, which is really cool, but at the same time it will be kind of sad.. Destinie is 17 years old, and will be having her own child in January, so this very well be her last summer with us down here.. All I will be thinking that whole day at the fair is really, how fast kids grow up and become their own person, after that show and especially after the beginning of next year Destinie isn't going to need us as much as she always has up to this point, her and her boyfriend are looking to get an apartment together soon, and in a way that hurts, I know that sounds strange but it does hurt in a way.. Brenda told me once that it would be different for me when the baby is born because it will be my first real grand child but that's not true Shandi is my first grand child and that't the way I see it, the thing is this KISS show is like at last major thing that I will do with Destinie as a child, and that is getting to me more than anything this summer.. Tuesday morning we are dropping Destinie and Angelica off at their mothers and we don't know if they or at least Destinie will be able to come down for thanksgiving or christmas break it depends on what the doctor says.. I miss the days when all the girls were 6 or 7 or younger..
ThanX for letting me vent..
ThanX for letting me vent..


